(3) JACK GUN LOCKUPLOCKDOWN - THUG IV

Please Jack, I don’t stand a chance in this court case
Family crying as if hit with mace

Where are my boyz and Jack Gun so they can get a taste?
A public defender on my side
G-Money, I am going down on a G ride
--------“Everyone rise, the verdict is about to be read”
Jury looks spoon fed
--------“Murder one!”
Yes, that’s what he said!

Stripped to my feet, from my head
G-Money, I wish I was dead

I can only think about the mistakes that I have made
Life in fade and the price to be paid
It seems like only yesterday that Jack Gun was in control
I played along like a lost soul, self-bold, heart cold, killer mold

Now, I have no privacy, to be abused so the whole world can see
Bars - no trees

No friends, nor any family

Not knowing who may try to be my Mac*
Folks in here sweeter than tic-tacs

I have to hold my own
Not knowing who may make me a princess on their throne

Yea, Dogg, like Dorothy in OZ, I wish I were home

Everyone wants to make me part of their group
And if I don’t, the bar soap*, oops!

Boy, I thought this ten would be a breeze
2nd degree was more than a tease
But I’m in maximum security where they search you if you sneeze
I’m just wondering where?
The answer will scare

Man, I am just thinking-body-stinking-mind-linking-devil-winking-environment-freaking about how it all began, man. My San Quein Grip how I slipped-only-maybe-if, but I was born with the seed - the C O’s weed, the gang creed-greed-plead fools snorting speed-yea, the seed of Adam. Yea, G, that is it, the seed of sin, fake grin, my ten. I was told it was some tripping going on in the hospital room, stay tuned. Now thinking back, it was not my fault; I was born into gloom & doom.